Diary

Can I be real with ya’ll? As I’m starting a new semester at Florida A&M University as a Junior. My school year is not going as I planned it beginning of this year. During the summer God was teaching me how to budget and save. As well as cook more and fast and pray for others. I’m thankful for that season. While the weeks were getting closer for me to go back to school, Jesus blessed me with a new car and a job. He is so faithful and on time for everything. Despite of our trails and tribulations. Speaking of that just this pass Friday my class schedule had to change due to a conflict of my recent schedule. The place I am currently staying at is not my best terms along with roommates.

This morning in my quiet time with God before church I had a emotional breakdown. I vented and told him everything that was on my heart. I was asking God “Why is everything happening this way”? God I had everything planned. A few moments later the holy spirit whispered to me I placed you here to developed and equip you. Its time to stand up for yourself. I repented and told him sorry for my complaining can you forgive me. Brothers and sisters please keep me in prayer for my boldness for christ. That I can stand strong in this season without anymore break downs.

Scriptures

 

“For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.” Jeremiah 29:11

God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. 

II Timothy 1:7